Say what you mean.

I'm trying to get healthy this year. I feel like it's an uphill battle.

With having PCOS and an underactive thyroid, it's like I have to beat up my body in order for it to work right. It doesn't want to work right naturally. I don't want this to sound like I'm just having a pity party, but it is a pain in the ass. I wish I didn't dwell on things so. I wish I could just pick myself up, brush off the dirt, and be okay.

I feel like I am mourning the loss of the old me. I'm not quite sure who the new me is, but she's pretty awesome and powerful. She knows what she wants and isn't afraid. I'm very sad to lose the old me. Life was simpler back then. But you know what? Life will be better now.

Lexi's teething, poor thing. She's all cranky and overtired.

I feel better now that I got that out of my system.